I’m so stressed out. My hair is falling out in clumps, I don’t feel like doing much of anything, my house is a disaster, I do nothing but pick fights with Jeff and I just want to cry 24/7!
I honestly wish I could go to a doctor so I can get on some medication to stabilize my moods, or help with the depression. But with no medical insurance, I’m stuck.
Earlier today I was so stressed out, I honestly thought about taking myself to the hospital and admitting myself. I’m THAT freaked out about my mental well being.
There are 2 major stressful things in my life right now, the house….and money. Stupid money, never have enough of it! Once we move, things will be more even, and cheaper. We’ll be better once we move…but until then… We’re screwed!
I just want away, even for 1 day, I’d be happy. But that won’t happen, because then Jeff says “well when is my day off…whenever I have a day off work, you make me take care of the kids” ugh! I seriously want to smack him upside his head sometimes!!!
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I hope you get some alone time soon to just destress and relax!
Watching those kids and running this site, if that’s not a job I don’t know what is! You don’t get a paycheck for what you do so hubby’s don’t think of it as a job at all so why would you need a break. I have NO money for a babysitter so when hubby gets home, I grab my laptop and lock myself in the garage (I have a desk in there). That is how I get away and if they don’t give me my time (sometimes I stay there for hours!) then I am not a happy momma. He used to complain, but its either that or I will leave, take my laptop with me and sit at Panera Bread (alone) where they have free wifi. If we got a paycheck for what we SAHM’s do, we’d be the highest paid workers in the world.
I’m going to keep you in my prayers, and say one for you right now.
As for men, not getting it, just know you’re not alone in that category.
It’s a guy thing.
Taking care of your mental health is worth a little more debt…Please take care of yourself, so you dont dive deeper into a depression…I take prescription mental health meds & stress is not something to take lightly, it can be incredibly damaging to your health & then other areas of your life. If there is anyway for you to somehow afford some medical attention I urge you to do so. I rely on my husbands health insurance & I thank god we have it because it does make a major difference. We have been without it in the past & it doesnt take long for medical bills to stack up against you. Hair falling out is not a good sign & I am afraid if you dont address the stress now then you may become sicker & that could be even more finacially debillitating.
HUGS Jackie, soon it will be better!
Aww, big hugs Jackie. I know how stressful things can be, but like they say “it can’t rain all the time”. Hopefully once you move, things will calm down. In the meantime, you have us all
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